"Remember how it felt when I breathed “fuck” into your ear. Remember how it sounded when I moaned prayers into your mouth. I can still feel you between my legs."

"When we first used to hang out, back when it was summer and there was a group of us. I had started to like you more than I should have. I noticed the little things you did for your family and friends no questions; cook for all of us but look at just me.. And all of a sudden I couldn’t be funny and witty with you anymore. All I wanted was to look cute for you. Kiss you like when we would sneak off… Nobody knew we were lovers. And it was good. Too good. The word that came to mind was perfect. Too good for me. So I let you think we were just messing around and I didn’t care about you like that. But somewhere between there and that, I fell for you just a little bit. But i didn’t have the courage to take that risk. Thinking ‘I’d just mess it up with him anyway.’ So one day I just, stopped calling him. Didn’t text him. Didn’t message him. I seperated ties with him before I created a knot."

Commitment Phobe (via r0mantic-slut)

(via r0mantic-slut)

"I love autumn because you can break and regrow and the trees accept it.
Because you can have a cold heart and cold fingertips and you will feel at home.
Because when you wake up early and smell coffee and rain you know today will be a day of change, no matter what.
Because everything around us is dying but you are still here. Every day you can tell autumn ‘I made it’, and the leaves are jealous because dying is all they know."